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Name: Laura
Location: Virginia, United States
Birthday: 6/10/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus Christ!! Young Life, Atlee High School, JUNIOR CLASS, singing, cheerleading, gymnastics, diving, dancing, Illusion, Ellegance, NSYNC, POP music, COUNTRY music, ROCK music, scary movies, disney movies, hanging out with friends, smiling, lauging, having a great time, and just lovin life!!!
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  L2theG006
Yahoo:  poppstarr37@yahoo.com
Member Since:
1/23/2004
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| soo... the only reason i'm back on here is because i checked my old email.. and saw that david still updates his. so i decided to go and look at mine.. wow. this isn't even my blog anymore. i have new interests. new friends. new music. new residence. a new life. i don't know if i changed for the better or worse.. but either way i've changed. and truthfully i'm still tryin to except that. some things i wish never changed.. a lot of things actually. but then i think of how different my life would be if those changes didn't come along. i wouldnt have the friends i have now.. and thats the only thing i need to convince me. i love my friends. i wouldn't change them for the world. i miss them a lot. i can't wait until winter break when i'm back and we can hang out like we did all summer. i miss it. sometimes i wonder if i live my life in the past too much. i'm afraid of the future. i'm comfortable with the past. i hate change.. if you know me.. you've heard me say that before. i'm soo confused.. i don't even know what i've written here. if you read this and it confuses the hell outta you.. then you see how my mind works. i contradict myself all the time. now i'm staring at the screen blankly.. with sooo much to say.. but nothing to type. i feel like i have allllll this stuff building up inside of me.. and i can't get it out.. i don't know how to get it out without hurting myself or someone. but then again.. maybe it'll make everything better.. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. | | |
| its been a while but im still here... let me just say things were
good.. then they got bad.. now there great!  schools almost out..
ill be 18 in 4 days.. grades arent so good.. but I DONT CARE!! SUMMERS
HERE IN MY MIND!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
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| well its been about a week. i finally got on myspace lol... yea now im
cool! so if u really wanna see whats up with me (since im such a cool
person to keep up with and all )
then check that out... http://www.myspace.com/l2theg006. well ne way..
ive been chillen now that SOLs are over. i cannot wait until school
gets out! i mean i hate to say this.. but this has to be the worst year
i have EVER had!!! it was worse than 7th grade.. and that sucked!
hopefully next year is alot better.. which i know it will be! but
really.. after last year.. i dont see how this year couldve topped
that. but ne way i gotta get to bed.. i gotta get up early for
breakfast with the ladiez!!! (leave comments)
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| sorry its been so long guys... ive been really busy with projects,
SOLs, prom, work, u kno. i just got back from work crew.. i really do
love that place. i have to say tho that i def and not where i was in my
faith a couple months ago. being back there made me think of it a year
ago.. and how perfect it was and how i was so sure of myself in so many
ways... and now i just dont know what to think. but whatever im just
not gunna worry.. bc really whats that gunna do?? im just gunna relax
and wait and see what happends. well, ill try to write more but just
kno that im still alive... barely lol
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| had a family dinner tonite... well sorta.. it was just me mom and dad.
but usually we dont have dinner together. my dad started talking about
Jesus. and i never saw him get so intense on a topic. he started
talking about the memories he had when he was a boy in his church. he
said that when he serves communion, the moment he
closes his eyes with that wafer or peice of bread in his mouth, he
knows that Jesus is with him. ive been having alot of doubts lately.
but i think hearing my dad talk about it and get so excited about it
has made me want to get close to him again. but there are still things
out there that i dont want to give up that i would need to in order to
have a relationship with christ. i guess i still want the best of both
worlds.. but right now im definately in the dark world.
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